This is my sister Holly (left) and I at one of my cousin’s birthdays. Even from this young, I really loved my food even if this photo seems to show my sister enjoying it more. I used to triumph over eating the most or finishing my plate of food first and then getting seconds! I blamed my current weight on this for a while but that is really a total lie…. I used to swim. Despite being terrible at almost every other sport and hating it too, swimming was the exception. Before secondary school I would swim something like forty lengths a day minimum just to see how many i could do but that all stopped when I was about thirteen. I grew very self conscious of my body and started taking the “you’re ugly”/”fat” kind of comments from boys seriously and gave up swimming all together. Of course, I carried on eating a lot as if I was swimming every day and so it was not long before I filled out and not in a sexy curves kind of way.
This was me in 2008. I am the fat one on the left with the bad hair cut, off colour top and wearing flip flops and jeans. I had just finished year 10 or grade 9, 5ft5 and I was about 12st, size 16. I know, Ouch. We were in Padstow, Cornwall in this picture at a karate event. I had started practicing Seido Karate with my step mother Tracy, (right) in the Fulham dojo about a year before the trip and as we progressed through the grades the exercise became more intense. We had an amazing Kyoshi who was so committed and so inspiring that I wanted to try hard just to make him and all of the senpais (or black belts) proud. I was going to karate twice a week and it felt good to get my fitness back once again and lose some of that horrible weight I had gained from lazing about and eating bags and bags of crisps. I finished college in 2011 at about 11st7, size 14 on top 16 on bottom. I promised myself I would lose weight over summer before I went to uni. “I can’t possibly make any friends at my weight.” I thought. I had to compensate with a hot body as my face was definitely not up to the job of distracting away from the rolls. So I went through a series of horrible crash diets ranging from only eating salad every day to a more well known, milkshake diet. BAD IDEA!!
I can’t say enough how horrible and awful crash diets are not to mention terrible for your health and ineffective especially in the long term.
I didn’t really lose much weight apart from a few pounds and went to the University of Portsmouth 11st4.
These are my flat mates and I. The girl on the left had to be a beautiful slim blonde so it really was hard for me to compete with her but we were friend never the less. My weight issues didn’t take over my whole life I promise! The boy on the far right is Tom, my current boyfriend (yes, yes I broke the rule of never dating your flat mates but it worked for me!), a cycling fanatic and the other one is a sports science student with a six pack so you can understand how I may have felt a little bit balloonish.
Despite the huge amounts of alcohol we were consuming regularly, I manged to lose about half a stone by Christmas because I “couldn’t afford” luxuries like crisps, chocolate and junk food. I cooked all my meals from scratch and generally improved my eating habits. I had also been walking everywhere and going out a lot which meant I was dancing about for two or three hours twice a week. Just this little bit of activity caused me to drop to a size 14 all over and all my family noticed when I came home but I still wanted to lose a little more weight.
I joined the University of Portsmouth Hockey Club in September 2012 in my second year of uni. I really joined for the social side because I had heard they were a wild, outgoing society. I had no idea I would really get into the sport so much. Even though my history of sport is terrible and I have no co-ordination I really enjoyed being part of a team and competing (I am still terrible at hockey though :P) We trained twice a week as well as our games on a Wednesday. It was this that showed me real exercise will give you results and I will definitely be joining the society again when I go back in September. I am now a healthy 10st5, size 12-14 and finally out of the over weight section of the BMI chart.
So! The moral of this post seems to be: I could never have done this without leaving home for University. I learned that you don’t have to eat mountains of crap all of the time and exercise feels so good! My 5ft8, size 8 sister can eat what she likes, do no exercise and not gain weight. For those unlucky ones like me who can’t rely on a metabolism, listen and find a sport, any sport, for any reason and participate! Even if you only do one hour a week you will see a difference just like I did.